LHYISAWESOME

everything is so fake!

2012-03-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

make me feel that human are so fake!
fake people, fake smile, fake kindness!
faking everything in your life isnt it tired?
cheating everyone like fool and thinking that you're smart. tsk.
is okay to me for all your acts, but i hate it, cause of this stupid things, you spoilt my groupship!
IHATEYOU!
cause of you, my two bitches gone! fuckyouhard!

that's all i thought!

2012-02-20T00:20:00.001+08:00

i thought i've changed to a better,
i thought my attitude had become good,
i thought my endurance had become higher,
i thought i can control my temper!
and yes!
is just all i thought!

facts are nothing changed, NOTHING!
everything still same, FML!

原来这才是真的你

2012-02-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

虽然泪水淹没了眼睛
我却情愿让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停不再受委屈

原来这才是真的你无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语偶尔又选择逃避
自作聪明

原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏随时在磨练演技
忘了什么叫做真心
你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权利就让你自己决定

you're pathetic!

2012-02-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

little asshole!
you're using my words!
no creativeness!
so fake!
lets just wait and see.
little pathetic asshole.

chill~

oyes, thanks my beloved idiot for this pen spec,
so cute and sweet of him ya. (:
from this photo i started i realise we actually look quite alike. B)

JUST THEM! ♥

2012-02-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

i just fall hard and deep towards this two ladies!
enjoy doing everything with them. (:
seriously thanks for accompany me whenever i needed.
cheers for our doggieship. LOL

THANK YOU ♥

2012-01-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

CREDIT TO MY FOUR STARS!!
they helped me when im totally blank and lost.
bitch and dog did the most by listening to my every problems.
wx offered helped but i reject, bff teach me what to do,
and yes all encourged me, give me the strength to face everything.
well, unhappy had come to the end,
next time before i do anything decision i got to think hard and stand firm, not gonna bother abt other!
next line and is a must for me to do
"care for myself first no matter what"!

omg cny is cmg!!

2012-01-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

omg! cny cmg!
i haven shop for my clothes and everything!!
this year really very rush!
well, this theme colour cny will be white for my siblings~

really need to rush for assignment alrdy! left 7 days!
help!!!!

Bring me there! Take me there! PLEASE!

2011-12-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

do my smile look fake?
too many things happen this few weeks? days?
my life and time seriously cocked up.
everything just cocked up! fucked up!
physically and mentally tired! sick of everything!

saw your post, saying my nothing and im rebellious, i dun respect others,
yes, i admit im good for nothing but im not fake,
i dun fake to please others. my words hurt you, yes same to yours, yours hurt me more!
i dun blame others for not understanding but you! im totally speechless!
look back it has been 18days we didnt talk! if you dun bother then why shuld i, not my fault! understand! not my fault!
i know living tgt with me really unlucky, i know!
i will get out soon alright, no worries! i think you people without me will really be happy family yea. (:

considering shuld i move back to dad's place?
i need a long break, long holiday! best is missing!

simple me! i need simple life!

finally we see evening tgt!

2011-12-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

this photo really cute. hehehehhe.

first time met for long hrs.
really enjoy today!
but something really spoil my mood half way,
same thing happen, quite a number for time that this happen,
3 or 4th times?
i've lost count!

well, im still waiting for the 5 years!
dun disappoint me. (:

what a innocent day

2011-12-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

first lesson today, OB

lecture talking things that really dun link to OB!

boring class! LOL

the teacher told i baba ppl, he say i pretty. :D

same thing happen, this is the sec time!

seriously it wont have the third time?

i really felt quite hurt as i didnt torture you before you know, yet you do this type of things.

be grateful please, my siblings and i used to help you, dun forget.

iqmal and zhihao,

wish you guys all the best in ns. :D

last day of holiday!

2011-12-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

a tired week,
holiday end!
school start, cecilia and yisi gone.
im all alone in dip. ):

i seriously hate today!

Lets smile and live everyday. (:

2011-12-08T02:22:00.001+08:00

the problem is it lies on this month december?
december you seems like torturing alot people.
can you please be nicer to everyone?

feeling weird for the whole day, who knows my feeling really true!
i think i shall slowly disappear in your life.
but i will rmb this outing with you guys today.

went west coast with 竹林's members,
eat and chat!
simple but!
i love that bonding just now. (Y)

Its so unreal, yet is so real.

2011-12-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

JB trip with two dogs today!
eat sit eat sit, movie eat sit go home!
watched magic to win, wu chun is in the show!!! LOL!
ate alot, mian xian, xxl chicken, auntie anne, stonegrill, beard papa and starbucks!
love this trip, quite fun, but i scared megan, it's so big!! (Y)

the way you treat me really shock me!
the way you talk really like adult!
the way you care for me really different!
in every way you do and act really make me dunno how to react!!

2011-12-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~

寂寞不痛

2011-12-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

寂寞不痛痛在念旧
越小的事越多的感受
时间像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片让人难过

痴心朋友还存在吗?

2011-11-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

another colgate program ended last sunday,
yea, im waiting for the pay and get a new phone, hopefully i have enough uhs.

currently working at 413 provision shop on wkdays, though the pay is so freaking little but short hours and near my hse. (:
i just want to clear all debtss!
thanks curly and roof for making effort to lend me money to get new phone as now having great deal,
but dogs, dun worry i can wait till my pay arrive, just miss this deal is okay. :D

dunno what's wrong,
now adays like cant click with my friends.
who the hell can understand me when my bff himself also cant.
where the hell i actually belong to?
please just bring me go!
需要一个了解我的人真的有那么难吗?

"人生有几个十年"

2011-11-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

tmr colgate program again~
yes, continue to take all programs sooner my debts will be clear,
and i will be free!
and branded stuff, maybe im coming after you uhs. (:

people, rmb i said before abt the tua thingy, yes, i accepted and same goes to PIGLYN~
hopefully i can keep our new devotion.
coming sat piglyn will go the first event and im joining next on 1 dec?
somehow like cant wait to go. LOL! x=

help little brother to play his viwawa game just now,
a player say this,
"人生有几个十年"
this sentence reminds me of you!
im trying to forget you and somehow there's improvement,
but why some strange will just let you recall everything?
my dear life, stop torturing me please!

IGNORANCE IS BLISS! (:

2011-11-18T06:48:00.001+08:00

im blogging at this hour!!!

let me intro this ms foink to you readers~

Name: Piglyn Liaw Foink Foink

MY HOUSE PIG~

this pig teach me "IGNORANCE IS BLISS"

yes, just ignore, as long as i know what im doing, everything will be alright.

anyway, im owing you so you got the rights to pin me down,

but just rmb, i wont be in this condition forever,

i will become even better then what you think of me. (:

oya, thanks twx for offering help to us, we appreciate it.
but seriously we dun wish to trouble you.
谢谢你. :D

瞎了眼还要再爱一趟

2011-11-17T00:17:00.001+08:00

had a dream past few days,
dream that you, my sis,1 of our classmate and me went out shop tgt,
we didnt talk to each other then you know that you're wrong from breaking up, you hug me from the back.
i was freaking happy was abt to post on fb, twitter and contact everyone,
turn over, hand touching phone and open my eyes,
the realise that it's only a freaking dream!
this dream seem so real, so near but once i open my eyes is all back to reality!
can i stop in the dream and dun wake up?
i wish to continue this dream and make it happen in reality!

2011-11-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

last day of colgate program at lot 1.
2days working with weewee.
she quite idiot, keep bully me! today still draw at dot on my face! :@
enjoy working with weewee although she fucking irritating at times.LOL

keep go out this few days after work, finally today i can reach home early!
and yes, im not working until friday, shiok ah, time for me to rest~

weewee,
think twice when you make the decision, i dun wan you end up like me.
anything can share with me okay!
i enjoy talking to you this whole evening. :D

IM LACK OF LOVE!!
LOL

2011-11-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello!

im tired! scared of my night outing this few days!
supper! omg
im so fat!
my eye bag!
dark circle!
ohmy!
stop it!!!

sleep sleep sleep!
nights~

2011-11-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

HEY YO! is Nov now!
sorry weewee my reader for not blogging.

busy with work this few days,
searching for pub job but seem like no pub hiring.
well accepted demo 10 days program, next program will be with weewee, yea! cant wait! LOL

met cecilia ytd, well she quite pitiful, her jerk friend freaking omg!
mama help her in flight ticket as she still sort off some amount, and she say dunno how to repay us.
cecilia, i know you cant write but still wanna say, we dun except you to repay, is fate then we know each other and we are willing to help you no matter what.cheers friend. (:

went tua just now with piglyn, mama and ahyi.
piglyn ask ah pek something, then i was there keep translating, of course got others la, but piglyn like dun understand. LOL
keep translate till ah pek ask me to go help them when im free,
he say is good for me, myself, my family and my generation, dunno wan accept not, he gave me 5 try, if i wan i can continue, dun wan he wont force.
so yes, im confuse now, i know mama will like if i go. actually i find it quite fun. :D
shall go eat something and sleep then continue to chiong and pay debts.

to you, you know who you are!
i owe you money yes but i dun deserve the treatment that you are giving!
i will chiong my work and pay you.
if i know money will get both of us end up like that, i rather that time loan shark do whatever also dun wan take from you.
anyway, thanks for lending.
your pride can be high be not to me, you shuld know me well.
after i finish paying you, wan continue our bitchship not is up to you.
i done my part already.

oya, btw, i had my fringe cut. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAGE!

2011-10-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

went kkm ytd and had a small celebration for bro's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BROTHER MCZL!

hope you like it. (:

is my face cute?

LOL!

super shag, not enough sleep.

well, had conflict with one of my bitch.

dunno what's wrong with her, her sudden bombs seem like shoot wrongly.

hmmmm.

anyway, dunno what happen but still hope she can stop keeping things to herself,

Dear God, please protect your beloved kid AUDREY, let her open to you, pray to you and please lead her to the right way and please solve all unnecessary problems for her.

THANKYOU JESUS!(:

IT'S HOLIDAY!!!

2011-10-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

pbm paper today!

didn't pin any hope in this paper.

did study but cant memorise!

so....

I'M READY FOR SUB PAPER!

on holiday!

shall use this holiday to meet all friends. (:

曾经的我.. 教会了你怎么笑..
而你.. 渐渐的让我学会了怎么哭, 却让我忘了该怎么笑..

ahhh! fm exam tmr!!

2011-10-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

can i sleep now!!!!?

im really tired!!!

DEAR GOD, PLEASE LET TMR PAPER EASY FOR ME.

THANK YOU JESUS. (:

2011-10-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

can you see my eyes?

no right,

so is time for me to trim my hair. LOL

found this, funny sial.

Little Boy: Daddy, how was I born?
Dad: Well, son you're mom and I got together at "Yahoo", we set up a date via email and met in "Cyber Cafe" you're mommy agreed to "Download Data" from my "Pen" drive so I put it in you're mommy's "USB Port" and just when I was about to "Transfer" we relized that none of us had "Antivirus" or "Firewall" it was To Late To Hit "Cancel" Nine months later a "Pop up window" Apeared Saying, you got MALE ;D

stressed!

2011-10-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

thurs and fri working at chervon house, panamax road show
quite fun, the office ppl make the road show like club. LOL
keep promoting till sore throat but i enjoyed it! (:

friday after work met weiyang to revise at wm coffee bean.
not bad, i absorbed something,
FINALLY!

had a bad dream ytd,
dream abt exam's essay.
gosh, anyway, i believe in myself!
I CAN DO IT! I WILL PASS!

working at tiong bahru today,
didn't promote anything, whole day stand there memorising FM essay & mcq notes.

im metally tired!

satisfy result! (:

2011-10-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

score B for ac and cs!

satisfy with my result!

woohooo!

come on BERNICE!

2 more modules to go!

aiming for C for fm/pmb!

really start writing notes, points for fm and pbm!

really dun understand but well, thanks google, i manage to know some. (:

will continue study for the rest of the days after work!

although is tough but i can do it!

GO BERNICE!

dun disappoint your love ones. :D

curly ah curly!

you really make me worry eh!

really hope you can say eh!

this time round like serious eh!

i know you're strong but i'm here for you to make you stronger. (:

dun forget, you got three bitches! your beloved bitches okay!

一波未平一波又起

2011-10-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

damn!
debts not yet clear finish yet another come!
you promised not to take anymore but what is this,
i still tot our tough days gonna end but come again!
is like a train game, endless game, everystops debts join queue!

when can we finish all debts!?
is enough!!!!

張靚穎 - 我們說好的

2011-10-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

我们说好决不放开相互牵的手
可现实说过有爱还不够
走到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我们都倔强地不曾回头

我的多事让我难过!

2011-10-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

see your fb just now, saw you takek photo with a girl!
that moment i really dunno how should i react!
can anyone teach me?

i shall sleep with my tears tonight. )':

把眼泪全都流干了, 把快乐都定格就这样好了

2011-10-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

working today at amk unity.
after work meet mummy, sister, uncle, niece, nephews and their mom go amk mac as they have no money to eat.
then mummy, uncle, sister and me head to timah market for supper!
guess what we ate?

CHILLI CRABS
CHICKEN WINGS
OYSTER EGG?
woo, damn full! LOL

okay, it's my drama time, bye!

oyes,
curly bitch, hope things go fine for you. (:
when you are really to say,
my just 8 dights, fb, twitter, line away. :D

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

2011-10-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

last day of fundamental marketing!

lecturer give alot of notes! omg~!

really got to study hard yo!

morning after bathe, fell down in toilet.

gosh! jaw hit toilet bowl and knee hit floor!

tmd pain. LOL

went sch late, usual.

after school went training for tmr work.

this idiot apologised today!

with sister didn't talk to him this few days,

he really like so so so emo,

listen to mom, went fetch him,

he went buy food for us,

he told sister,

HE: jie, this fishball for you, and hot dog for jiejie.

i was there laughing like idiot.

wahahahha! I WON!!

after that sister screw him, he cried and walked to me and apologised.

okay, hope he really learn and mean it!

reach home, we three started to laugh loudly, talk happily! (Y)

if not this few days, our place really lack of joke and laughter.

just took another photo of my blue black on my leg!

it become bigger!!!

more reddish and purplish!

2nd day of our quarrel!

2011-10-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

last lesson of business management, and i didn't go sch today!

overslept, when i wake up already 10. =.=

2days didn't talk to marcus chua jian koon!

more to go!

disrespect me and this is what you get!

i have to teach you some lesson!

eat dinner tgt with him and sister but didnt talk somehow i felt weird.

normally we will talk and that but this few days like ..... so quiet.

have the urge to talk to him, but i cant give in!

he is too much!

hope someday he will understand why im ignoring him!

last week for PC!

2011-10-11T17:31:00.001+08:00

wa~

PC gonna end!

this week will be the last week of lesson,

follow by 1 week study break and exam!!!

class test today, Fundamental marketing!

totally blank,

really regret for not paying attention in class!

did some revision but nothing go in.

this test stand 20% know!
goshgosh!

anyway, im ready to remodule. x:

one of my classmate so ....
i walked over.
HE: wa, today weather ber(very) nice uhs.
ME: HUH!? *raining leh*
then i think, oya, ass, making fun of my name. LOL

nephew stay over for few days~

2011-10-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

cute kan?
wahahahah.
but he gg home tmr. ):

只能像一朵向日葵

2011-10-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

CHEESY BITE FOR DINNER~

i love you, yes! but not to the extend of letting you insult me!

2011-10-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

you can't hide our past,

the fact is we used to be together, just that you gave up!

i don't think our past love is disgraceful!

you should feel proud instead okay!

FATIDIOT!

try this KFC's double chocolate tart today,

not bad just that the chocolate too little.

give a try ba. (:

让我再爱你好吗

2011-10-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

tmr will be 3rd week of term 2!
class test coming soon, exam coming too!
omg omg!
i haven start writing notes and didn't listen to lecturer!
what i do is always, late, laugh loudly, talk in class, eat in class and go for break!
=.=
suddenly feel so hopeless leh,

BERNICE! BERNICE!
wtf you're doing leh!? this is diploma leh, grow up leh!
okay okay,
i will try my best to listen and everything can!

tired day!
whole day outside eating.
i become fatter already!!!
must start my diet plan again! ):

我不知道你, 还爱不爱我, 我哪里做错, 请你快告诉我!

2011-10-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

so what if we meet everyday?!

the thing is, we can't talk to each other!!

if i will to get back to the past, i will rather choose not to know you,

is not i regretted, is i can't face the ending like this!

2011-10-01T03:27:00.000+08:00

went dinner with bitches and 'son of bitch' just now at lot one, is like finally after monthss! (:
chatted abt what happen this few months.
feel sad for fat bitch,
anyway, fat bitch jia you! :D

meet dage, andy, lh and ks for movie.
johnny english reborn at iluma,
not really funny. =.=
and yes!
lh and ks damn idiot!
keep rubbing salt on my wound!
thanks idiots.
only i can feel the pain! lol.

okay, is late shall sleep now!
nights. (:

有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了.

真希望你能明白!

2011-09-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

谢谢!

this two idiot always/everyday will definitely heard me nagging and complain abt my day!

(abt you)!

thanks idiots! ♥

有必要吗?

a train have 6 cubicle!

you don't have to wait for another train!

don't like me, yes, true!

but i got no virus!

I DON'T HAVE VIRUS!

even if i have virus,

i believe my virus wont spread to another cubicle or everywhere of the train!

我真的想不通!!!!!

i knew it!

2011-09-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

went Lutfil's Hari Raya Open House today with Cecilia.
alot classmate didnt go,
total only 4 people go uhs.
alot people put plane!
=.=

well, i knew it!
i know you wont go!
没风度!
what's the point of doing things so obvious?
ytd tears roll down again!
tot im already numb but who knows.
alot of thing is out of our control.
when then can start a small little conversation?
even you say a HI to me,
will be enough!!!
cant wait for that day to arrive!
really!!!!

what's the different between 愛 and 爱?

2011-09-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

KS asked me a question on fb.

ks: what's so good abt him?

good question!

but,

Not every question need an answer.

& not every question have an answer

to me, this question cant be answer,

is a feeling, cant be describe.

what's so good abt him, you guys wanna know?

then the only way to know the answer is!

FALL FOR HIM!

love him, and you guys will know. :D

shuld i go my classmate's opening house tmr?

if i go will you go?

hmmmm!

S.H.E 你不會 MV

2011-09-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

I THINK YOU SMILED AT ME!! :D

2011-09-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

wake up with big goldfish left eyes. O.o

pain ttm.

thanks to BBBB.

whenever she gets hurt, I cfm cant run away, even we never contact, it will still pass to me. ):

wahahahha. really sister sial!

throw face!

i think i really need to work hard again on my diet plan!

today finish PBM, 3/4 of classmates went took lift,

as for me of course, im lazy,

walked to the lift, lift is like full!

i still tot im so damn skinny,

squeezed inside the lift and there goes!

tehtehteh! OVERLOAD!

totally throw face!

wahahahha.

no choice but to excerise!

TAKE STAIRS! =.=

this term really need to buck up!

term 2 started for 2 days, and i dun even take down any notes!

all the way im laughing loudly!

HELP!

WAHAHHHAHHAHAH!

chatted with curly just now,

we got fed up with the monthly gathering.!

bitches shuld meet at least once in a month but, two months gg three months already

and we are not meeting! WTH!?

things always cock up when planning!

when then can meet my dear bitches!?

tsk, one gathering take monthssss to plan!

我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨, 你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对, 我不相信累积的回忆都损毁

我想我不会爱你害怕失去所以逞强的远远看着你

2011-09-19T22:38:00.001+08:00

first day of term 2!
yes, go BERNICE! you had finished term 1! (:
work hard for term 2!
new module, PBM & FOM
seriously dun understand PBM!
whole 3 hrs lesson, sit there talking and laughing all the way.
hahahhaha.
need to get someone to teach me PBM!
FRIENDS! please help me!!!
i cant afford to fail. (:

我深爱的他, 深爱我的他, 已经变得不是他!

2011-09-18T01:03:00.001+08:00

Missing someone is a horrible feeling, but knowing that they don't miss you back is so much worse.

想念是会呼吸的痛!

nanny day! and i'm confuse!!!! wth is it!?

2011-09-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

last day of exam today!
cs is more difficult then poa!
okay, paper had already pass up, things cant change so just pray hard that i can pass. (:

after paper went tiong bahru with mum and bro to pray
and head to tpy to fetch this two kids!
whole day taking care of this two mischievous kids.
especially that monk(little boy)! gosh!
whole day non stop making noise and cant sit down for 5 nmins!
mum and i was like very busy today!
bought baobao (little girl), bro to bb swimming complex,
played for 1 hour plus, actually i just sat there for 1 hour plus in the pool. =.=
anw, enjoy taking care of them uhs. (:

last night dream of you again!

terrible dream!

you rejected me in reality and dream!

OMG!

what that's mean!?

is it true that dream is opposite from reality?

it means you wont reject me?

but you rejected me in reality too!

so anyone can explain wth is this?

REALLY? OR JUST ONLY ENTERTAIN?

2011-09-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

one day will you really open up and talk to me?

第一次我爱上孤单

2011-09-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

心里的感觉好不踏实！

2011-09-09T01:01:00.001+08:00

quite busy this few days,
everyday went out study, revise with some of my classmate.
shag is the word uhs.

that day, one of our classmate, harris, he show me this! *shock!*

and harris told me, when he saw this,
he think, ya uhs, this two like never talk in class.
and yes, this is what i always say!
you WSY dun wan people to know and yet you show it too obvious!

anyway, after that day harris show me this photo,
my heart keep have a weird feeling like something bad gonna happen.

now adays mummy is getting on my nerves!
exam coming and i cant even prepare myself, have a peaceful mind for exam.
mummy will just always nag and nag everyday without fail.
everyday, after revision, reach home i will just stay in my room.

i need some space to breath!!!!!

真想告诉你!
我真的还没放下!
真的也不舍得放下!

2011-09-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

presentation ytd! so nervous.

i didnt do well, i totally have no confidence.

super scary when standing infront of whole class. lols.

today teacher release the marks!

my group get the highest in class 9/10!

thanks to my group mate, they did super well! (Y)

hahahhaha.

last day of first term tmr,

next week will be my study week,

gg work hard and study on POA!

pray hard for me! (:

2011-08-22T22:48:00.001+08:00

You left, you wont come back, and i will continue to walk this path alone. (:

bernicelhy

The different you, the heartless you.

2011-08-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

gave this domo to shaun,
wanted to give all away but always something make me hesitate.
shaun told me, i can always get it back.
but i replied, never mind, i don't want back anymore. ):
slowly i'll clear everything away! i swear! (:

i seriously dont understand why you need to do that.
after break up, you really become another person, whenever there's a news from you, is always BADNEWS!
this time round the bad news is abt money!
my school fees!
i was really shock when heard that and mummy was so angry!
thanks ass!
i really dont wish to hear any news from you anymore! ):

why i always so bad temper!

2011-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

why always after quarrel i feel guilty?

my ego also cause me in deep hell trouble.

i wan change but when it comes to quarrel i will always have the thinking, i must win!

after then start to guilty.

how! i really cant help myself!!!!

i know, i cant help myself then no one can help,

im trying to make the first move but my ego keep holding me back!

shuld i really stfu in quarrel even im being accuse!

ahhhhh!

忍住不哭我要忍住不哭

2011-08-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

you! you! you!
the one i really cant forget!
always act strong infront but im very sure that im not.
smoke with you, took the same lift, same class and everything,
always sit behind you pretending but in my heart i really wish i dare, i could run and hug you, squeeze all your fats, and call you 'fei you' again.
miss saying 'fei you, iloveyou' but i know i cant do it anymore.
everyday, same thing ,keep telling myself,
"BERNICE, YOU GOT TO MOVE ON"
yes, talk is cheap. im still stuck! still hoping there's a chance when there's no more.

there's too much misunderstanding between. i really want to talk abt it, what makes you give me cold shoulder, why cant be friends, why i got to pretend?

IREALLYDONTHATEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!

UNREALISTIC CONFLICT

2011-08-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

you're not willing to open to all problems we had!
no room for negotiation!
why we cant even be friend!
is really hard for me to stay in the class.
just like what happen today,
gg smoke tgt but dunno what topic to say.
a classmate call me to ask you something but i dun dare!
dun you feel so weird?
we can actually talk like nothing happen but you choose not to.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF?

2011-08-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

thanks sister, bitches and friends.

0000 sister, bitch audrey, some friend came to my place and surprise.

holding a cake and singing birthday song in my room (i was sleeping). (:

after surprise, met brother and his friends for kkm with sister and bitch audrey till 0500 then reach home.

BBB specially took half day, meet me at town, wear nice nice but only go town for movie. wahahha. i first time when like that go town for movie. =.=

but i did enjoy my day. :D

and yes, Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes! NICE SHOW!

anw, thank you. also thanks people for all those wishes. ♥

2011-08-13T04:57:00.002+08:00

back to post~

firstly, ~~WSY~~ and me ended on mother's day.
secondly, i started my school on 8th aug.
thirdly, my birthday coming soon!! 14th aug.

ass stuff happened after broke up, bird's talk behind uhs, petty and childish act la. just wanted to say, he's big enough to think uhs. FULLSTOP!
thanks family, bitches, bff and some friends being there listen to all my nag everyday! (:
made new friends in school, not bad uhs, mostly are guys, girls in the class like everyday holding a knife. so unfriendly. =.= well, i will jus try my best and talk to more people and make more friends. most of my daily routine study, work, home, tmd no life. but cant help im broke and need to pay debts. wooo, shag eh. anw, i'll survive! lols.

done, short post.(:

bernicelhy

W.SERYUAN

2011-03-23T15:01:00.003+08:00

One rule in every relationship: No matter how fed up and carried away you are in fight, NEVER suggest a breakup.

but i always break this rule! i know if this continue to happen i know you will sure say bye bye to me.

keep think that saying break up you will treasure me more but nahs, things became worse.

now adays,

everyday you call we talk less then 15mins,
everyday our text more and more short,
every book out we didnt even go out.
and lastly, the way you treat me is totally different.
i know everything happen cause of me,
so im gonna say,

IM SORRY W.SERYUAN!

你怎麽舍得让我的爱流向海.

曹格 Gary 数到五答应我

2011-03-10T13:34:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥

2011-02-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

had been quarrel with bf since friday,
i caused everything,
i lied to bf. ):
damn regret of doing it.
after this incident, bf no longer trust me.
but well as what bitch weewee said,
I WILL GAIN THOSE TRUST BACK!

TYVM,
; BRO MIKE CHEN
; BITCH NAOMI
; BITCH WEEWEE
; TEAWITHPEARL

2011-02-19T13:09:00.000+08:00

HI READERS!

I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO USE MY WEBCAM. :D

THANKS TO WEEWEE!

i lost a bitch.

Bitch, if you are gona be all aggressive with me or around me, kiss my ass good bye.

i step back but you keep on move forward, GO AHEAD!

let me tell you, continue in this manner,

you'll go no where!

2011-02-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

valentine coming!!!!

NO IDEA!

2011-02-06T06:14:00.000+08:00

my back to post! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

quite busy for this cny,

01/02

BF's big day, 22 birthday. :D

bought a wallet for him.

went sakae to celebrate as bf didnt go before (kampong boy), and pub with his friends.

this is how he become merlion!

02/02

REUNION DINNER!

last min shopping with 'dad'

force to buy a ugly white dress! :@

was eating whole day,

swensen for chocolate fondue,

LIM's place for reunion dinner and

grandma's place for reunion dinner again with dage.

first time eat reunion dinner with dage. :D

LHY IS DAMN FAT! =.=

03/02

CNY! this year is different! cause BF go back with me! :D

usual wake up, prepared and LIM's place,

bf's grandma's place, then bf hse for a nap,
at night went loyang tua pek gong with bf's friends,
after that all came to bf's place to gamble.

04/02

wake up late, go no where as bf invite his friends to his place for cny party.
dinner and gamble.

05/02
same wake up late,
eat and prepare.

meet WEEWEE & terry.

plan to go chu dao he pan but something happen so we postpone to next friday. ((:

fetch dumb ass and went bugis for 'HOME COMING'

this movie suck! waste my money! i give 1 star!

SERIOUSLY! NOT FUNNY!

just back from bf's friend's place,

im really tired.

shall stop here.

bye~

[HQ] BY2《Don't Go Away》完整MV__英文版

2011-01-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

2011-01-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

woohooo~ CNY coming!!!
had a new hair cut with bf,
ya i know, dun have much different after cutting. =/

NEW LENS
NEW CLOTHES
NEW SHOES.
YES!

I'M READY TO COLLECT ANG BAOSSSS!

2011-01-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

went shopping with this ass bitch ytd. :D

ILOVEHER! <3

but i dun love this photo. >:

TODAY!

HAPPY 3rd MONTH TO WEEWEE & HER BF!

lastly!
oyes, PASSED! OMG! <3

2011-01-11T20:34:00.001+08:00

11/1/11!!!!!!

HAPPY 8th MONTHSARY TO MY DEAR FAT OIL!!! ((:

ILOVEFATOIL!

FATOILLOVEME! :D

10/1/11

went shopping with two bitches ytd! and not forgetting about hx's bf.

nothing much to shop uhs.

HAPPY 2nd MONTH to hx and her bf. ((:

2011-01-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

There's always SUNSHINE after a heavy storm~

and yes,

BITCHES ARE STILL BITCHES~

2011-01-03T20:48:00.001+08:00

i felt that im being used by you!
i felt that im a fool!
i bet you must be laughing at my stupidity,
well, i'll sure you regret!
eventually, i had fall into your trap!
HAPPY!?

somehow i felt disappointed!

p.s : not refering to my bf.

2011-01-01T22:38:00.002+08:00
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

OYA, HAPPY NEW YEAR!~ :D